Well I don’t know where to start. I’ve been wanting to do this for a long time but I had some issues so I couldn’t but here I am.

I don’t want to bore anyone with my story, I just want to tell you a bit about myself. 

I’m 15 and I’ve been cutting myself for almost four years. It just started like some kind of mmm game? I don’t know, I was pretty fucked up already and then there was this boy who used to do it and then I became addicted. 

I stopped last year, I didn’t cut for months and I was really proud about it but I realized I wasn’t really happy, I thought I was but I was hiding it all inside me so basically one day I couldn’t take it anymore and started again but deeper and deeper and now I’m again addicted and more numb and depressed than ever.

I used to go to a therapist, it was last year but my parents decided it was stupid because they thought I didn’t make any progress when I was actually beginning to feel comfortable around my therapist.

Excuse me if I make any spelling or grammar mistakes, english is not my first language.

I know nobody will even bother reading this but I feel like I need to.